One thing thats been really hard with nursing is having to let go and let Will do his own thing while I nurse. I have gone from knowing everything Will is doing to just hoping he's okay and it has been so hard! Most of the time I feel like a bad mom to either him or Emmie or both of them at the same time. Hopefully I get the hang of it soon because some days are just plain hard. I just hope they know I really truly did try the best I could to be the best mom I could to both of them :(. After nursing Emmie I found Will in his room like this:
Pretty cute huh?!
With both kids asleep I decided to be brave and attempt Cherry Hill for the first time this season with both kids in toe! I got everything ready and when they woke up we headed out:
We all needed to get out and loved every minute of it!
One small victory for me! Maybe there is a light at the end of this dark tunnel after all ;).
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